Totally Depressing

So I was sitting here reading others' blogs and thinking of writing one of my own, and I had the TV on for background noise. "The Office" is on, which is a show I've never really watched but it just happened to come on the channel. For some reason, a horribly depressing song came on during the show, which is usually funny I guess. It's a song I have and used to listen to often, because I'm a queen of depressing music and love to torture myself with it when I'm upset, and still like to listen to it when I'm in a decent mood. However, I haven't listened to this one in quite a while. It made me jump when I heard it. That makes me think the last time I listened to it on a regular basis was probably when a guy I had in my life off and on for a long time left last September. Or else I just thought my computer started playing it on its own! Anyway, I've included the sad lyrics. *sigh* It's by James Blunt, by the way.

"Goodbye My Lover"

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.